i want to wear your hoodies and stay up talking about the universe with you until 3 am and i want to hold your hand and kiss your face and hug you when im sad and have marathons of our favourite shows 

The Best Day of My Life
American Authors
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This video was recommended to me on a book about consciousness. 

If this video doesn’t astonish you, then I don’t know what will.

Go ahead, press play, it only takes 2 minutes of your time. 


i once saw an rvb headcanon that said that project freelancer started out with all 50 states and then only the last ten (york, carolina, north, south, maine, washington, wyoming, conneticut, florida, and tex) survived, causing a 80% fatality rate. but that just doesn’t make sense. tex is clearly new, even though the program seems to be at least a year old. and they mentioned her name being reserved. was it reserved from the beginning? or only recently? and wash was clearly a newbie. he knew nothing about prior freelancers and was pretty rookie-ish

my original headcanon had been that those guys were just the top ten and had their own ship and were on their own team away from the other 40 states but now i’m thinking “what if that one person was right? what if every other freelancer died?”

so, if that’s true, what happened to them? what happened to all the other forty freelancers? how do you lose forty people within like one or two fucking years?

is our current washington the original one? or is he the second wash to come around? or the third? how many freelancers have died just to be replaced within a few days by a new person wearing their title? wearing their armor?

and does this mean that the ten we see AREN’T the best of the best? are they just the only ones left? was there a better lockpick than york? a better sniper than north? was there anybody that bested carolina in hand-to-hand combat before they died?

and i think the worst part is how many freelancers watched each other die. did maine start out nice and talkative and then as more and more of his friends died horrible, painful deaths in front of him on the battlefield he became cold and silent?

did york and north have another goofy buddy before wash who was really chipper about everything? who had a smile like the sun was shining and then one day they’re bleeding from their mouth as their lungs collapse in on themselves because they got shot five times in the chest and every breath aches?

when they spoke the name ‘washington’ did they think about an old friend who went by that name before too?

did carolina have a friend or even a sister or just someone really close to her that we never knew about who died with a slit throat?

what the fuck happened with the original 50



things i needed to hear in health class:

  • puberty might make you squishier and its ok
  • vaginas have a smell and it’s a ok
  • all kinds of people with all kinds of bodies have gr8 sex
  • genitals do not all look the same and variety is rad
  • people have stretch marks sometimes
  • people have pimples on their butts sometimes
  • people have cellulite sometimes
  • gender =/= sex
  • sex =/= scary danger FEAR
  • bodies aren’t scary or gross or sacred 
  • everything is ok


IM HERE, IM QUEER, AND IM full of existential fear



I don’t mean to interrupt people I just randomly remember things and get really excited I’m sorry




dropdeadesu here once again, this time co-hosting a giveaway with one of my very best friends maidreport in honor of him breaking 2k!

As mentioned above, we will be co-hosting this giveaway. Meaning that we are splitting all the costs and have collaborated on the prizes. There willl be three tiers with prizes listed below!

  • THIRD PLACE - one Plush under $25 from the online Pokemon Center store, or two under $12 each


This site is amazing, both of us really love the keychains and plushes. If you are chosen for the third place slot, we will contact you and have you chose your items before one of us orders them! 

  • SECOND PLACE - one $50 amazon gift card

We both do a lot of shopping on Amazon and Ebay, but seeing as there are more options on Amazon we’re opting for a gift card!

And finally, last but not least…

The grand prize … . . 

A Borderlands 2 PS Vita bundle pack

Details and Rules below!!! 

  • must be following both maidreport and dropdeadesu seeing as we are the two running the giveaway!! 
  • must reblog this for entry  - you can reblog it as much as you’d like, but please do not spam your followers. 
  • MUST KEEP YOUR ASK BOX OPEN - There have been times where I go to tell someone they have won and I can not reach them, which means I have to chose someone else. Please, please, please if you are going to enter the giveaway make sure I have a way to get a hold of you. 
  • on that same topic, you must be comfortable giving out your address - otherwise we will not be able to ship these items to you.
  • international shipping yes 
  • Winners will be chosen on December 15th. It is first come first serve. You will have 48 hours to respond once we have messaged you before we will choose someone else. 
  • Due to the giveaway ending near the holidays, we will communicate with you about shipping times/ect seeing as shipping can get backed up during the holidays - but we don’t want to push it out too far!! 

Any questions contact me!!

Good luck!!! 

take my word, for what it's worth
i believe in you